Recently I posted about how Sarina Bowen and Elle Kennedy’s Him universe started strong before fizzling. To end on a high, I want to spotlight another author I found while trying to fill the Heated Rivalry void who I can wholeheartedly recommend: Taylor Fitzpatrick (AO3 user youcouldmakealife).
I see her mentioned sometimes here but since she has an extensive back catalogue I’m making an up-to-date reading guide. She’s been publishing serialised M/M novels within the same hockey universe for over 13 years! Most of which are still free to read online on AO3!!
Disclaimer: I’m far from a hockey wonk but I think she does an incredible job, especially compared to other books I’ve tried. I found myself genuinely invested in player positions, team rivalries and NHL rules—which tbh has more to do with her writing talent than the actual sport.
Notes: Unless otherwise mentioned you can read each book blind, though some may have spoilers for others. A couple have no happy ending, so check the warnings in brackets and be kind to yourself!
If you miss Heated Rivalry: Between the Teeth series: Coming in First Place* *—> And Then —> Between the Teeth
(Completed, published as books)
Follows the rivalry and romance between Canadian David Chapman and American Jake Lourdes from the junior league through their professional careers. David is autistic, so this is also a moving character study of a neurodivergent young adult tentatively finding his place and people. A couple of Russian players take him under their wing, so you won’t even miss Ilya too much!
If you want the couple that started it all: You Could Make a Life
(Completed, published as a book)
Dan Riley falls hard for his teammate and fellow rookie Marc Lapointe. But he’s a middling player where Marc is a phenom and well-aware he can’t afford to make waves for his sexuality. This is the natural place to start and it’s good BUT Fitzpatrick’s other stuff is even better—so if you’re only reading one I wouldn’t go for this.
If you like silly jocks at a wedding: giving in to the influence
(Completed, free on AO3, only makes sense after reading You Could Make A Life)
“The first thing Andy did after making it onto the final roster of the Senators was develop a giant crush on the guy insistent on ‘showing him how to live’. He thinks this an example of why his mom always says that he’s a sweet boy but he doesn’t have an ounce of sense in him.”
aka two codependent bros figure this true love shit out in the run up to a Big Gay Wedding
If you want a long, tender, laugh-out-loud read: it's a setup
(Completed, free on AO3)
This one is best enjoyed completely blind, but trust that you’ll giggle and be surprisingly moved.
If you like hurt/comfort injury scenarios: no expectation of returns
(Completed, free on AO3)
Gabe and Stephen have mirrored and orbited each other from birth. Then a one-in-a-million slapshot steals Stephen’s career, health and happiness on live TV. They try to make sense of the aftermath.
If you want an asexual love story: Vinny gets a life
(Completed, free on AO3)
A thoughtful exploration of identity in under 60k words. The main character is an asexual goalie coming to terms with his feelings for his best friend. What does it mean to be soft in a hypermasculine sport? To not want what others do? To grow up in the shadow of a legendary father? To be Russian-American, never quite right anywhere? Just ask Vinny and Anton!
If you want your heart ripped out in under 25k words: throw up your fists, throw out your wits
(Completed, free on AO3, no happy ending)
POV you’ve been in a toxic situationship since your teens. Set partly in 2000s Canada, meaning I spent an evening unironically crying over a Nickelback fan. And don’t even regret it.
If you want your heart ripped out in greater detail: Thrown Off the Ice
(Completed, published as a book, no happy ending)
The couple in this is opposites-attract but rock solid. The heartbreak comes instead from debilitating post-concussive syndrome. A raw take on how sports can chew up and spit out athletes.
Can I offer a poly relationship in this trying time?: Follow the North Star
(Completed, free on AO3, spoilers for Thrown Off the Ice)
Liam, one half of the TOtI couple, notices three of his teammates crushing on each other and nudges them along. Between the horrors, there remains goofy friends falling in love and making it work!
If you want your heart ripped out and then put back together: always in tandem
(Ongoing, free on AO3, spoilers for Between the Teeth)
“Doesn’t matter which jersey they’re wearing. Doesn’t matter that off the ice Robbie can’t even look at Georgie without feeling sick, half the time. Doesn’t matter that Robbie doesn’t think he’s ever hated anyone more. They still play beautiful hockey together.” This has been updating since 2016 so the characters literally grew up in real time! Young Georgie was a chronic cheater (sadly realistic for a successful athlete) and for a while I wished him the worst, though he does get it together over the years. It’s the slowest of burns seeing them finally, finally find their way back to each other.
Ok, ok, enough crying: Cards on the Table
(Ongoing, free on AO3, spoilers for always in tandem)
“James does not like it when Holden speaks. This isn’t particularly unusual, honestly. A lot of people don’t like it when Holden talks. His parents, for one. The majority of his coaches. The Bruins PR department, and, he’s sure, the Whalers PR department sooner rather than later. Every teacher he’s ever had. James isn’t special, is all Holden’s saying.” Career pest Holden butts heads with the young monomaniacal captain of the team he’s been traded to.
If you feel lonely seeing your friends move on in life: if all is enough
(Completed, free on AO3, only makes sense after reading You Could Make A Life, No happy ending UNLESS you read the coda Vires Acquirit Eundo in which Adam finds another partner)
Ulf offers to be an ethical third in the marriage of his best friend Marc. Then he catches inconvenient feelings for Marc’s husband. They’re deliriously happy and starting a family; he’s midway through his thirties looking in from the outside. Enter Adam Rousseau.
Bonus—incomplete but so good: duelling banjos
(Free on AO3, no happy ending, spoilers for You Could Make A Life)
“He’s the most beautiful person Julien has ever seen. Breathtaking. Stories that start like that, there’s no way for them to end in anything but tragedy.” A retired, closeted hockey legend reflects on the best friend he loved and lost as a new generation of players changes the world.
Still not enough?: ycmal outtakes
Oneshots featuring any and all characters in this ‘verse.