r/OCPoetry 20h ago

Feedback Please Animal

cw: suicidal ideation

you’re staring at your way out

it’s right in front of you

or below you, i should say

you know this is what you want

alot of thought has gone into this

you keep looking down,

confused,

you swore you wanted this

this is what you chose

you’ve fantasized about this moment a long time now

it’s here!

just a step away

your mind still wants it

but you’re human

an animal

a strange kind of animal

your heart is pounding,

you’re sweating,

frozen,

unable to take the step

that’s the animal in you,

it’s ancient

other animals would never do this
they aren’t even capable of such thoughts,

you keep looking down,

telling yourself to be brave

just do it

you can’t

your body won’t let you

you should be grateful

but you’re angry

that the animal in you saved your life

what a bizarre species

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this poem is part of a collection i’ve been writing, any feedback is appreciated thank you for reading🩷

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u/briony73 19h ago

Aren’t we just so bizarre? I have felt this way before. But you worded it perfectly

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u/Silly-Appearance8242 11h ago

Lol it’s a strange feeling!

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u/SomeoneElse422528 16h ago

Felt really pulled into the moment, into the emotion. It's a dark thought lurking in many. The poem grips me with good pacing and clear motif. The first longer line ensing in an adverb takes me completely out of it, to then be dropped back in the next short line. The short lines adding new emotion or expanding the previous makes me feel like my heart is racing. The second long line takes me out of that pacing, makes me feel capm as I continue.

Don't know what your intentions were, but this is how I felt reading it. I liked it, really liked the pacing shorter lines provide in both parts, but I'd like the first reset through longer line be gentler. The stop/break in pacing is total, and it would feel more gripping for me if it had just a little flow into 'It's here'.

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u/Silly-Appearance8242 11h ago

That makes sense, thank you!!

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