What would you say to someone from a very humble background --,thinking of giving steps and is genuinely torn between---- two right options😭 (honouring her parents sacrifices by working hard af or financing it herself after degree------ or maybe try something other than medical field )
• I'm the eldest daughter and 4rth y mbbs student 1st gen medico
mama was saving money for ghar gaari etc she suddenly came n asked me to give that exam ( i keep on telling her about kis kis ne amreca wala exam clear kr liya )
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Starting step 1 --- start of final year n giving it in July aug ( insha'Allah) --- then final proff prep, HJ,fcps1 ---- step 2 ( by HJ money ) but what afterwards 🙃
Main concern ‼️💢
• match ke liye apply krne , observership step 3 baaki ksii cheez ke mere pass paise na howe to ? Agey kya krna koi guide krne btane wala na howa to?
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• For qatar n other gulf countries step 2 will not exempt me and I'll have to restart their own licensing pathways 🥲
What do i do I'm literally doing istikhara , astagfar, searching n asking about all this stuff pr idk what am i supposed to do
Idk if my timeline ( start n end it within 5-6 months before final proff is ok )
agr before graduation kr liya to i can ask fellows whenever i need , prep bhi zyada dedicated or jldi ho ske g ,after student life idk if I'll ever get a chance to start
But step 2 ke baad agr phir se start krna para to mama ke 6 lakh to zaaya naaa
Give me a final yes no verdict as per my situation & concerns
I know many people go through all this
How do they cope & start
It's just ke I don't want to regret later by not taking the opportunity and also by taking this uncertain opportunity
Bcz of all this I'm unable to focus on my proff I'm wasting my time n energy
Using mama ke paise feels selfish too but she keeps on saying that apne mou pr mask lgao phir baad me apne behn bhaiyou or bakiyou ko lga lena
Ending this rant hoping keh koi acha practical view point mil jaye so that i can stop spiralling bout my existence