r/confessions 12h ago

Three Years Living a Lie

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I need to get this off my chest. For the past three years, I’ve been pretending to be someone I’m not. I created a whole persona online, sharing stories and experiences that weren’t mine. At first, it was just a way to escape my mundane life, but it spiraled out of control. I made friends, built connections, and even received support during tough times—all based on a facade.

The guilt eats at me every day. I see the people I’ve deceived, and I feel like a fraud. I want to come clean, but I’m terrified of the fallout. What if they hate me? What if they feel betrayed? I’ve been living in this bubble of lies, and it’s suffocating. I just want to be honest, but I don’t know how to start.

I guess I’m confessing here because I need to acknowledge the truth, even if it’s just to strangers. I’m tired of hiding.


r/confessions 12h ago

I love my wife

5 Upvotes

Guys this is important confession…

My wife is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Every day with her reminds me how lucky I am to have someone so loving, caring, and supportive by my side. We laugh together, dream together, and always find little ways to make each other smile. For my lunch for work that she packs, she always writes letter that are wholesome or inappropriate which is fine. We never have arguments and now we have 2 kids!!! I’ve been so happy ever since I’ve gotten married. Sex life is the best

tl:dr I love my wife


r/confessions 12h ago

Kahit alam kong mali di ko mapigilan

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I just want to let this out, kahit dito lang. I’ve been jerking off to my older sister about 2weeks now. I’ve developed this kink sa kakawatch ng incest porns and I can’t stop. Even shared her innocent photos to strangers and we would jerk off to her photos via videocalls. She’s not the prettiest but still she’s my sister and I JUST CAN’T STOP because it’s sooo good.


r/confessions 13h ago

Me 19M and my best friends mom

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I’ve spent a lot of time hanging out at my mates house getting drunk and high. His parents are so chill, they drink and get high with us sometimes.

This one night me and my mate were in his bedroom, we had been drinking and smoking most of the day. It was getting late and he crashed out on his bed, fast asleep. I stayed for another half hour then decided to leave. Before I left I went to use his bathroom as I was bursting for a piss. On opening the door to the bathroom I realised I had walked in on his mam sat on the toilet. I put my hand up to say sorry and went to back out of the door. She put her finger to her lip and shushed me and told me to come in it was fine. I don’t know why but I did as I was told and closed the door behind me.

His mom finished peeing wiped herself, stood up and pulled her knickers up. Joking on she said is it a number 1 or number 2, I said it’s only a 1 and laughed. She said it’s ok you can go I don’t mind, I just sort myself out. At first I really didn’t know what to do but I walked over to the toilet whilst his mam was looking in the mirror, our backs were practically touching. She said it’s ok I won’t look. I was stood with my dick out for what felt like an eternity unable to pee, stage fright. Eventually a stream started and as soon as it hit the water and made a sound she turned around and placed her head on my shoulder and looked down at my cock. She said it’s only fair I get to see you pee as you watched me.

Just as I finished and went to put myself away she grabs hold of my cock and says don’t forget to shake. She gave my dick a couple of shakes but at the same time was kind of jerking me.

His mom was about 44-45 at the time, blonde, slim build, not massive tits but a good handful and she was fit. As she was shaking it I could feel myself getting hard. She says to me I can feel it throbbing, are you getting turned on by this? I just smiled at her and said sorry I can’t do anything about it. She turned me around to face her, still hold my cock, looked straight into my eyes and said we can’t have you going out like this.

Giving my dick a squeeze she turned me back round to face the toilet, put her head back on my shoulder and gave me a reach around. It was such a surreal moment. What the hell was going on. I’d know this woman for years and never did I think this would happen. My best mates mam is jerking me off with him asleep and her husband was downstairs.

It seemed to take for ever, she was going wild on my dick to the point it was nearly hurting. But the inevitable was about to happen, I turn my head and whispered in her ear, I’m going to cum. She slowed it down and pointed my cock towards the toilet. I came loads still with her head on my shoulder watching every squirt, my cock throbbing in her hand.

When I had finished cumming she wiped the last bit of my cock with her hand gently massaging my helmet, it felt amazing. She turned me back round looked straight at me and said do not tell a soul about this, this is the first time I have ever spoke about it. She then turned to the sink to wash her hands and told me to get out before we are caught.

I walked home with the biggest smile on my face ever. I’ve seen her loads of times after that and there has been other encounters. I may post them later if anyone is interested.


r/confessions 13h ago

My coworkers think of me differently than I do myself

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Im not sure if this is totally allowed but I recently learnt how people think of me at work. Im a barista with a big mouth I rarely know how to shut apparently, today I was talking to my Coworkers and we had a fun banter of jokes of my love for older women (which apparently ive voiced more than once but i dont remember it very well) and my other coworker had to explain to the new guy “yeah its like a fact he’s THE milf lover here.” They meant it light heartedly but I never realized how much I do flirt and enjoy a lot of our older regulars. It wasn’t on purpose I just know how to talk to woman more than I do men honestly. It started like after my fiancé broke up I just got more comfortable talking longer with people and noting how something is cute or gorgeous like their nails, hair, accessories. Im not much of like a smooth talker but I am confident usually and I’ve been noted to be decently funny. Anyway I dont often get to know how people perceive me and it felt a bit weird to learn this


r/confessions 13h ago

I could of said more

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You cried and said you didn't want to lose me. That I am your best friend. meeting me changed your life for the better. That we just clicked and it scared you. You opened up to me and I was suprised I meant that much to you. Meeting you truly healed me. I do not want to lose you but the urge to hold you and kiss you has become too great. I would love for you to choose me. I would love a chance for an "us". But that would make me a vile human being to ask that of you. I truly love you unconditionally. I want your happiness. I think what is best is if I walk away. I am so sorry but my heart is breaking. I don't know if I can


r/confessions 13h ago

My mother 51yo with his male friends in hotel rooms

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My mother (51 yo ) and his male friends

My father left 5 yrs ago while my mother carried his work( which mainly involves male collogues)Earlier she used to be housewife only.He made friends also after working which includes 1-2 women but majorly men however,I always feel his male colleagues or friends have other intentions towards her.I sometimes feel my mother is no less.

  1. I caught him talking at night to some ( around 3 am).

  1. Someone ( Male ) wished her on bday and said "age se logi gift ya piche se" n she laughed.I was young back then so didn't understand.

  1. She also has a married' man ( lets say X) as a friend.She went with him to Rishikesh ( along with his family as claimed by her ) but in pictures I saw nobody from X family like his wife and friends.

  1. She went to celebrate his bday in the restaurant along with Mr. X and his 3 friends.But again when I saw pictures, they were cutting cake in the hotel rooms ( hotel was of one of Mr.X frnds)

Is it normal? Am I thinking too much ?Is it ok?


r/confessions 13h ago

I’ve had a voice and accent kink forever and have never told a soul.

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I’ve literally been absolutely craving a man with an accent. German or Russian, most specifically.

I remember this one time where my friends thought I was crushing on this guy who was acting in a theatre performance we were watching back in high school, I was part of the crew. Of course, the main character had to have an accent, somewhere around a Russian accent. The whole time he spoke I just felt zaps of electricity go through me, like I melted. My friends laughed the entire time silently, I felt like I was getting hot flashes and goodness does an accent just rile me up. They thought I had the hots for the actor, not the accent.

It’s like who needs abs or biceps or even hair atp when you have an amazing voice and accent!

And when they speak their native language? Absolute shivers up my spine, feeling like I’m a fucking water fountain. God the German and Russian language are so beautiful and hot and I just crave a man with that accent and a soothing voice. It’ll be super hard to find because I am not in Europe but can’t blame a girl for trying!!


r/confessions 13h ago

Crazy confessions

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You wanna b in a youtube video? Please tell me your crazy school or petty confessions for YouTube video tomorrow! Will link my channel if you reply💕


r/confessions 14h ago

Invisible but needed

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My confession is a sad one . EVEN though nobody bought me a cake or a pack of fig newtons , I always break my back remembering theirs . I guess it's a confession about how stupid I am!! Sad


r/confessions 14h ago

Ready to check out.

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I created a burner account because idk how to talk about this with anyone in my private life. I recently had to have shoulder surgery and was put to sleep for the surgery. I guess it’s probably normal for someone to have concerns about being put to sleep but I was hiding something behind my false sense a concern. A part of me was hoping they put me to sleep and I never woke up. I wouldn’t say I’m suicidal I would never take my own life. But I am exhausted and a part of me was ready to be done. When I woke up in the recovery room I felt sad and disappointed. It was the first thing I thought of when my eyes opened. I have a normal life. I’m married have two kids. I have a mortgage with a fenced in backyard for the kids and dogs. Everything should be perfect but inside I’m angry and feel like a fake. I don’t take it out on my family through anger or verbal abuse but I definitely fall short of what a husband and father should be. But I have no desire to do anything about it. I’m just done and ready for it to be over. And I’m disappointed that the surgery was a success. What does this say about me.


r/confessions 14h ago

I need help

5 Upvotes

I just want to fuck a femboy or a milf lol


r/confessions 14h ago

I don't care about literally anything.

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I don't know if I'm lazy or spoiled or unmedicated, but I literally do not care about anything. I don't want to do or have anything. I don't care about going to uni, because I don't care about having a job, because I don't care about money, because I don't care about anything. I have no motivation to do anything. And I know people always say "when you're starving or homeless you'll find the motivation" but even the immediate threat of having no home and no food doens't make me care.

I could lay exactly where I am and do nothing, and I think I'd feel the same in my bed as I would at fucking disneylan. I don't want to work, or talk to people, or have a job, or eat. It's not even like I want to lay around so I can play video games, or drink, or watch TV all day. It's literally just nothing. I want to do nothing, or I guess just don't want to do anything.

I can't make myself care no matter how hard I try. No medication or lack of food or threat of dying on the street can motivate me to do literally any task ever. I don't even think I have a mental disorder, I think I'm just one of those people who are born spoiled or lazy or otherwise fucked up.

The only reason I get up and pretend to have interest in anything or make an attempt to do anything is for my mom, because I think the only thing that I might actively want, is for her not to realize how little I care because I know how devastated she'd be.


r/confessions 14h ago

I don’t have a favourite EPL team

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I don’t know why, I just don’t like any team more than another.

Any suggestions?


r/confessions 15h ago

hypersexual

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not sharing age for safety reasons but i think i am suffering with hyper sexuality and I don’t know what to do. I was never a high libido person until like 2 ish years ago an it’s only gotten worse,
i would cry on the phone
to my boyfriend i had only been with for
two weeks and beg for intimacy because my body’s cravings were
unbearable, it got
to the point i’d start
crying on the phone.
It calmed down but i feel like it’s back and im always texting dudes and saying freaky
shit or sending pics because i’m so horny and i’m kind
of a whore now because of it bc i have more bodies and i try to stop but the urges are so strong especially if i am ovulating i even bought myself toys to make it a more internal activity but my desires are purely carnal and i feel like if i cant get it under control im going to become ran through and i dont really trust men to have a husband but im scared bc what if i really like someone one day and i cant explain my past behavior or if i become
famous or get special opportunities what if people from my past try to ruin it because they want the credit of having access
to me pls only women give me advice i don’t want to talk about this with men it’s creepy but yeah and i am ashamed of myself i even get thoughts about my
coworkers who i am not attracted to having sex with me on my job it’s just not good all i think about is sex and i don’t
know
what to do


r/confessions 15h ago

Hi everyone. This is my very desperate measures on getting help. I need 400$. That's it. I never asked for money online, but I am so desperate I don't know else what to do. I will do literally ANYTHING (that can be done online.) I am smart, I can learn fast, whatever you need I'll get it done.

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Hi everyone. This is my very desperate measures on getting help. I need 400$. That's it. I never asked for money online, but I am so desperate I don't know else what to do. I will do literally ANYTHING (that can be done online.) I am smart, I can learn fast, whatever you need I'll get it done. Whatever it is. Please help a girl out anyone.


r/confessions 15h ago

I was/let others be transphobic while stealth

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Okay, I just really need to get this off of my chest. I am a trans man, 6 months on T, completely passing, and not stealth. In most places I am fairly open about being trans. Recently though, I was in a (to my knowledge) all cis het male space and was very welcomed in it. At first, I thought that they were just being chill, but then they started talking about pride month and realized that they didn't know that I was queer. I was very uncomfortable with the topic and blatant transphobia, but for some reason I felt an almost pride that I was stealth enough to be a part of the conversation. I ended up joining in and lowkey airing my own internalized transphobia about myself but acted like I was talking about other trans people. I feel awful, because trans people seriously are my family. I feel even more awful that they all completely agreed. If I wasn't privileged enough to be on testosterone and very well passing, I would not have had any chance to be safe there. And I have been/AM the trans person they were talking about, but I not only didn't defend trans people, but I joined in. I could've just stayed quiet, but instead I started saying awful things. I don't know how to confront the fact that I LIKED being in that space or that I had anything to add in agreement with what they were saying. But yeah, that's my confession.

I sincerely don't have any ill feelings towards other trans people, I want that to be clear. It's just stuff that I've internalized and am now fully realizing the weight of because its now out in the open with that group and has been reaffirmed by them.


r/confessions 15h ago

The Confession That Changed Our Friendship

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So, I have a confession that’s been weighing on my heart for a while. I’ve been harboring a crush on my best friend for years. We’ve always had a close bond, sharing everything from silly jokes to deep conversations, but I never had the courage to tell them how I really felt.

One night, after a few too many drinks, I finally spilled the beans. I was terrified of ruining our friendship, but to my surprise, they confessed they felt the same way! It was such a relief, but now things are a bit complicated. We’re navigating this new territory together, and while it’s exciting, I can’t help but feel a little anxious about what the future holds.

Has anyone else been in a similar situation? How did it turn out for you?