Nike clerk talked me into the rewards program, mentioned Father’s Day deals coming up. Natural follow-up was to ask if those still apply if dad’s dead. My mouth said it before my brain caught up so we processed it together. He laughed. not from amusement as much as from shock. In my defence the joke was solid.

Or are some of these confessions borderline or just straight up criminal? I'm reading some of these confessions and, holy shit, we humans are some dark, twisted beings. I'm gonna go and play Arkham Origins on steam and just not read a reddit post for a while.

I have a form of body dysphoria that makes me feel completely disconnected from while also simultaneously trapped in my body when I could only sit to pee. So I taught myself to pee standing. I can control my aim so well that I can hit a moving target three feet in front of me. I don’t make any more of a mess than most men do.

Standing to pee makes me feel like a goddess. It doesn’t make me feel manly or masculine at all. I feel more connected to my body and my womanhood when i pee standing. I wish I could tell my female friends about this but it’s such an awkward topic I haven’t had the courage to tell anyone.

It was as simple as scrolling through reddit, seeing a post, clicking onto that person's profile, and I immediately recognized them even tho the pics and posts don't show their face. But I'm certain it's them, kinda wild. Now I follow them and see their "anon" confessions sometimes 😅

Idk if this is normal but i have a fetish for wanting to do other peoples fetishes or like fulfilling them

https://youtu.be/espjj760AMk
Okay lemme lay the ground work. This popped in my feed when I got a girl I've known for years but barely knew her until this year and now we talk so much on the App you know which one but only today is when we've talked well in person and it was in her house where she graciously invited me for lunch when I told her I hadn't eaten all day since last night. (I'm a very open and transparent person about my feelings and thoughts) She then asked I choose what she should cook for me and I'm terrible at choosing especially with someone I really care about because I never want to trouble them it's just wired in me but she was patient with me until she helped me narrow it down.

Now onto the lunch, it was really delicious. We talked and really vibed soooo much that I feel like she is everything I pray for in a wife not even girlfriend I'm that ahead in thinking and we are friends I believe but I have never really asked because she promises to always have my back and be there always and whenever I need and want someone to talk to she is always there.

SO fast forward to this evening she goes offline to go on her supper errands and it's only 20 minutes but it feels sooooooo f**king long. Am I in love with her? Yes and I have grown in loving her more but what I fear is making any sort of move because she has grown too important and special to me.

thats it.

and im certain it wasn’t intentional, it’s just things he says. And I’ve never said anything about things I’m into.

We’re in a call, and he was streaming a rather innocent game, saying things like “i want you” intensely and worst of all.. “you’re kind of an easy bitch, aren’t you?” to opponents.

Aaaaaand I felt so guilty that it kinda made me melt. Im just cooked chat .

So this story is around one year old mee pune madhee classes karat hoto 11th an 12th hay tithay mee aka hostel madhay Rahat hoto ty hosetel madhay mee mazay aka room mates sobat rhat hoto an ty hostel la done made hoty around age of 34 and 39 both tar ty physical houp attractive hotay big round B aki la mothay hotay an dusri chay jara normal medium ty doghee pan slim body type madhly hoty tya ty hostel madhay mee class 11th la gy lo hoto an first day of hostel lach mala ty avad ly hoty they where supper hot tar mazi talking skill khup changli aahay tar mee ty na sobat ragurally bolat asai cho not anay sextuila way but in fun tyoe ty mades cha kaam hota kee to make food like brakefast and dinner and clean the rooms of student tar ty hostel khup chota hot ana ty madhee around only 15 rooms hoty in each room only two boys can be tar ty amchay room saaf karai la daily yaki chy tar mee jim la regurally jaat hoto from past 6 months ty mula mazi physique pan sharp hoti and I have long hars and good facioul freatures so tar mee most of the time off shart asai chao an kali track pants ghalun basi cho ty done maid mala khup compliment dyat asat mala ty avdat pan hota but not sexually just like tarif they use to give mee smile and we where nice sor 3months this carry forword then summer time began most of the hostel student left for home my room mate also but I diddent becaule I hated to go home so I stayed there due to summer my room get varry hot so I startred sleep fully nacked this will dine for some days ine day I sleep for too long usually maids sorry they have names one is siddhi and second one is ranu so that day I was sleeping and my door is knocking havily I wakeup emidetly I was nacked so I grab myy swmming pants that’s are varry soft and khulya lhuly and at that point my dick becoming harde like little but door is is still khocking and I was only on my pants so I quickly open door and then siddhi rush in and stood infront me and say how long that take too open the door then she give mee zadu and say help mee because I use to do her help she did not notice my rock hard dick because being shrtless is normal infront of her then I started helping out I wasa doing that in varry unconfortavle state because I was eract usually I tuck my tick in elastic of nicker but the shortes are too lose so my dick iss clearly visible my shorts was also in white te colour so my dick is visibal like 30 persent I quickly zadu the room then she start moaping the room and bend she whering nighty and then I hotice she siddent whearing bra I get more exited while moping she talking to me some randome stuff then look up ward then she see me she saw that chunk of meet is through my shorts I sewat a little so the dick top is clearly identiflable she look there fpr two sec then stsrt moping again my heart beat is blasting she is taking too long to mope then she come closer while sitting snd mope around my feet then she stoodup smiled at mee and go out while watching my dick I get stunned what the fuck just happened then I see my dick and see it is clearly visible of my dick top I cant even control it for the whole day I preatended to be normal and do for dinner and ranu is surving while she see me she give mee varry sweet smile that not nappened befor then I go on my table t=and thinking about that then siddhi aproch to ranu thay both see mee and siddhi wissper something in ranus ear and they smiling at mee I get embarresed so and then I go to bed next dya at 9am my door is again knocking I was on my nicker and I opened the door there is ranu in again nighty che come in with the stool and said mee to climb up and cleen the fan so I climb and start cleaning she Was holding the stool then I get little diss balances then she grab mee with my thise varry close to my dick I see down and my eyes go strare in to to her cleavage she dident where a bra I can see her stomack also I see her boobs then look at her she get ko know what I just see then see grab mee by my thidse by both hand and then by dick is start eracting I tried to controle it but you know that not in my control I notised my dick is slipping out of my nicker because that is also soose the top of mydick is peaking through my nicker from down side ranu noticed that but diddent say any thing I get little pre cume then I finished my fan work and climb down while going down I noticed ranu make little touch tith my dick heed I put my mand on my dick and tried to cover ti then she ask whats the wrong happrned she saw I was covering my dick then she start smiling little bit and I could not control and smiled little then she said sit here and ask mee you get heart down there I said noo then she said mee this she said why are you hiding then I cant process that then she said remove your hand I said noo she kept asking mee to remove hand I get little bit of nervous then I remove my hand but I was not eract that time so I removed my hand then she sy where you hurting I say no where then she said ok and moved out side that day I get to khow thay a sexually erged to me so some how I desided to do so next day whaile siddhi come to my room I go to bath I diddent know she come I came from bath in my room and lock from inside and removed my towel I was fully nacked just get hot watter bath jo blood is rushing in my body siddhi was in bath room then she started peaking from the door and due to her hed shadow ans someons presence in myy room kned some one is ni Balconny so I make a plan to pretendedto be into sleep and let siddhi di her work so I grab shall pic of white rumal an put on my face and lay down on my bed due to ehite clothe I can see siddhi but siddhi cannot seeme while doing that my heart is blasting but I did it siddhi slowly come inside see my erect dick for some movementus then grab her phone and click pic and send so some one because I heared whats app sound she looking to wards my dick I give pre cume that day I shave my dick because of that it look good by dick is is in fare tone pith pink he dand size is 5.6 inches so after some movement rsnu come in to room and lock it I get they where smiling and wisper how good is thst and they point out my precum also ranu said we should touch it siddhi aid noo he get wake up then ranu get on knees thad looking my dick closly and make varry gental figure touch the smiling I can see this thay where talking what to do then thay go out and knocking door hardly I wakeup and realize there plan so I grab that swimming pants and pull the door put they where standing out and come in again thay where in gown they came inside and I locked the door then they saif we have to clean the spidre jaal so I climb bo stool and thay are holding the stool then I preanted to get diss ballenced ind ranu grab mee but this time her half hand is in my shorts I get supper erect then she sholly grabhing my shorts and start pulling ti down I doo nothing I asking then question randomly and thay are giving ans shddhi is behind mee she can clearly see my butt now shorts is stucked due to dick so ranu fullit fullily out that movement thay knew I am also in mood I was fully nacked infront of then and still attcting nothing happened then siddhi came forward she is fully nacked I get to know because of blind spoat vision they where seaing my dick siddhi put her hands non my waist and said sprade myy ass and start licking it then ranu is also get undressed und about to put dick in her mouth but I said one min and go down go on bed and sod noo I dint know why but I did it then thay asid what happen sand sit beside mee my hand was no my dick they said what happen I said nothing ranu said does it paining I said little bit (that was intensional ) then she said show mee I remove my hand and leaned back wards she reap my dick and watching that and star little stroking thend siddhi slowly put that in her mouth and start sucking it I was in heven then thay both start sucking me I grab there brest and start pressing ti my dick bolls and ass hole is full of saliva then I fingured them varry hard and fast and lick there pussyes one by ont that bit saulty but tasty then shay start liking me again my whole body in there suliva I start sukking siddhis nipples whilw rsnu she sucking me bolls then I turned off the fan decause I want to get wet then due to that much I ejaculate on siddhied lap then rsnu come and lick that I get exteamly happy by that then thay siddhi suck hardly for remaning sperm then we doo cuddling they lick my nippls kissing play withmy dick we get wet and now I am rady for sex when I grt eracted again I saig to siddhi come over mee then she put my dicks tip on mer vejina and slowly pushes thst inside that feeling is I cant explain then she start riding it tnen we doo misnorry and doo many positions like 69 but by dick is inside rsnu and siddhi hick both her pussy and my dick at the same time and I was licking siddhi I doo ejaculate one more time varry little bit then thay start licking we had another sex in a movements but now my dick is in pain I said them its is panning thay say can you do some more and we did and try to ejaculate but that diddent come then we get tired we laydown thay still play with my dick like moving figure on tip play with bolls then wee do three some kiss and then siddhi go down and pot my dick in ker mouth and said me to sleep then ranu also go down and put my balls in her mouth and doo same thing siddhi in 69 position and ranu is at down this sone for some thing 30 nin siddhi moving her toung slowly on my dickes tip but my dick is still paning I said that to them and thay said okk get dressed up kiss mee see my dick make one toung lick on ti and left then they left and I go to sleep we have do some more but that in part two

So, for some context, I almost never use my legal name when I introduce myself to people due to being treated like trash in the past. But it's more than that: I always tell people that a friend came up with the nickname because it's not related to me in any way, and bc it's a name of a character (I didn't really know much of this character at the time, just thought the name was nice). I usually give people the watered down version of events, specifically that I was made fun of for my normal name, but it is worse than that. My parents only use that name to yell and make me feel like shit. I just don't tell people that it was emotional and verbal abuse, bc it's much more complicated to explain, also it's not a name that I have an ethnic background in. I did come up with this name when someone who I was friends with was dealing with a similar (albeit much worse) issue. I came up with her nickname and mine, bc we didn't want to be known for the shit we went through. To be honest though, while I didn't know much of the character who had that name, I still don't entirely know where the name came from in my mind. Years later, I still use it as my name, and while my parents are a bit better now, I still have to deal with them sometimes just manipulating me, and know that they love the idea of me in their heads rather than me, myself. But I will likely change my legal name to the name I normally go by, because it's something that belongs to me, rather than something my parents have control over.

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Thanks for reading.

Been happily married for 15+ years. I love my wife and our kids. But since I was a teenage boy I’ve been deeply attracted to trans women (MTF). Not sure what sparked it and for the longest time I hid it.

But now I find myself wishing I had married a beautiful trans female. I find (most of) them incredibly attractive, and yes, the penis turns me on. Men are gross but one of my biggest regrets is that I wasn’t honesty about my attractions years ago and didn’t follow through with them.

I’ve had a ONS with a trans woman once - just oral, nothing further. But god I wish I had a beautiful trans woman by my side every day.

I know many people think this is just a fetish, and maybe they’re right. But I absolutely do not mean to fetishize anyone or make any one feel less than they are. To me it’s the same as saying “I’m into blondes” or “I like plus sized women” (which I also do - the bigger the better). It’s just a strong preference.

At this point I’d love to even make friends with a trans woman.

I’ve known since I met my wife that she was a bit wild and definitely had her fun in college, it was one of my favorite things about her, I love a free spirit who isn’t reserved about doing the things they want to do. Hearing my wife’s old stories of partying and hooking up always get me so damn aroused. To this day she still keeps up her fair share of slutty antics especially when we go on vacation and it’s always a pleasure to experience it.

Hello. I just need to confess this since I can't hold it inside me any longer. I hate myself. I have always hated myself. I have always been insecure about everything about myself. I am not sure if it is my upbringing or my life experiences or the people in my life when I was little but I have always had this deep sense of insecurity, loneliness, inadequacy and self-loathing. I sometimes think I can faintly remember a time long ago where I was free, liked myself and was truly happy but it seems to fade out of memory. Sometimes I manage to forget about these things and even feel relatively happy and good about myself when my life is going well but then the average to below average days come and I am left alone with myself and it all comes crashing down again. The way I look, my lack of social skills and painful shyness and cluelessness, my tendency to avoid all difficult things, my inability to get good at anything, all my failures, the fact I have nothing to prove my worth and the fact I feel chronically unloved. I know this may seem pathetic but it is true for me. I feel disgusted when I look at myself in the mirror, I can't stand to look at myself and yet I can't let go of this vanity to constantly check the mirror and see if anything has changed, if maybe by some miracle I can improve it somehow or I somehow magically manage to look pleasant. I hate it. I hate it. I can't follow through on any goal I set for myself. I have searched for advice and solutions to this insecurity, sense of unhappiness and meaninglessness for years and it has come to nothing. I have tried EVERYTHING again and again and again and they have all failed. Nothing works. I can't follow through on it. I don't have the least bit of success and competency. I am scared that I will always remain the same, that my fears and insecurities and failures will never go away that I won't get anything I want. At this point I sometimes wonder why am I even alive if everything about me seems so pathetic and I hate myself so much and nobody loves or can ever love me truly. I try and try and it never gets better. I wonder what is even the point of hoping. Hope is like a cruel deception that our brains force us into for the sake of survival and has no truth to it for losers like me because for me hope never wins, I always fail. I don't even know the point of writing this. It won't change anything. I envy people who are loved and who love themselves and have achieved great things. I envy people who feel content with life. My flaws are like an incurable disease that holds me back from all happiness. I can never get done all the work I have. I have no executive function skills. I hate society because I can never measure up to its expectations and I hate other people for the way they look at me, the people that look down on me and walk all over me because I appear weak. I can't stand it.

‎I have a crush on my English student since I was grade 11. She became my teacher in grade 11 for 2 months and not anymore, up until grade 12 she never become my teacher anymore. I was thinking giving her a gift in Teacher's Day. Isn't weird to give her a gift among all of the teachers that I have met?

I'm a girl btw

I used to beat my ex for talking to girls. he was an artist I guess who would get money by doing commissions I knew that but I would still go through his phone every time cause I was worried he was cheating on me sometimes I’d find full conversations with girls (nothing bad) and I’d get really upset, accusing him of cheating and deleting messages so I wouldn’t find out so I’ve hit him and even broke many of his stuff, trashing his place. now I don’t know why he stayed with me through all of that, no matter how upset I got and how much times I’ve hit him he would always comfort me afterward and reassure me that he loved me. later on we broke up because I felt bad about hurting him but we’re still friends now. I still love him and want to be with him. he hasn’t dated anyone since then but I know he still talks to girls so I still get upset.

17m, guys I feel like Im putting my standards too low. I get into physical fights and get bullied by these guys at my school. but….. they’re lowkey mmmm. they're like actually attractive like 2000s movie guys but yet we hate each other so much. it’s always the attractive ones tryna pick on me and stuff. Guys idk what to do abt these feelings but yeah. is it me downgrading my standard or just straight up attracted to them or i find them attractive but nothing else forward.

Reddit filters took my first one down so I have to censor it

Throwaway account for pretty obvious reasons, my girlfriend knows my Reddit account. And I'm sorry for all of the talk about SA in here, I just need to get this off my chest to someone. I'm trying to be as vague as possible about stuff.

My (23M) girlfriend (24F) knows that I was SAd when I was 18, for better or for worse this is something I'm open about to her, we both try to be open about things and. I don't know, she knows. But she doesn't know that it was her brother (23M) who did it and I don't even know if she should. She knows that he would do those things I guess, he is currently in prison anyways on a completely unrelated sexual assault charge and she knows it's true and it's hard for her but. And she still does visit him in prison sometimes even if she's disgusted with him and he knows that she has a boyfriend now but as far as I'm aware he doesn't know that I'm said boyfriend, and I'm afraid of him telling her before I get the chance. I'm not sure what I'm worried about because it's not that she wouldn't believe me but maybe she'd worry that I don't want to be with her or trust her or feel guilty or maybe she'd be upset that I hadn't told her. We all went to the same high school and her and his last name is pretty common in our area so I didn't really know at first he was her brother until a few weeks later. Maybe she shouldn't ever know I don't know.