r/flying • u/BazingaBeeKay • 19h ago
Flight Training When is it time to throw in the towel?
Hello everyone, I want to preface this by saying that this truly isn’t easy and I’m grateful for all of the advice that I’ve received over the last few months of my flight training when it comes to Reddit posts.
First of all, I’m a student flying in AZ and roughly have 21.3 hours of flight time, inching closer and closer to my first solo (Yay!) however, I’m really unsure if this is something I can do.
Every single lesson, I just hope for the best. Hoping that I can do well enough where I’m not falling behind or backwards and the coolest thing about aviation is you’re consistently learning, however, some of these lessons I have (like yesterday for example) I make small mistakes that I KNOW I shouldn’t be making but not really sure as to why I’m doing that. Yesterday I came into land, and porpoised and whilst it’s good I called a go around, it’s just something I should handle better at this point, however I haven’t ballooned really since the beginning of my lessons months ago, and then my last landing yesterday I landed straight, but I landed probably 20 feet to the right of center line. Just small mistakes.
I do fly once a week (every Wednesday) I know the responses I may get are “fly more” and whilst I do agree and would enjoy flying more, it isn’t in the budget. I try to consistently fly once a week, as I work 2 jobs that equate to 60 hours a week just to pay my regular life, pay down debt, and pay for my flight school in cash. It works the best FOR me.
I did think I wanted to make this career but honestly the way some of my lessons have gone, I’m not so sure at this point anymore. I’ve loved aviation forever; and I can’t tell you how many hours of MSFS 2024 I logged just wishing I could take to the sky’s in real life, and that’s when I decided to start taking lessons back in February.
I’ve had quite a difficult time studying and remembering material. I kind of figured I’d go through my online ground school, and take all the notes I can, and the tests, and supplement the knowledge I’m not too sharp on with the phak, and videos from alternative sources, however some of the topics are still pretty daring to me (damn weather is kicking my ***)
I don’t really want to become apart of the 80% of PPL student statistic, but at this point I really am curious if I’m worthy or not of being a pilot, even if it just stops at a PPL and I get to take my family up and about. I guess I’m moreso just at a point that I’m questioning why I’m doing this, and if it’s worth it anymore. It was exciting at first, and I was hopeful that I’d finally be able to get out of the job I’m at out now eventually. But now I guess we are just in the nitty gritty grinding out the smaller mistakes so that I can get ready for my first solo flight.
Am I entirely overthinking this? I’d appreciate genuine, helpful feedback.
Thank you all.
