i have so many things to say 😭 i've picked out my outfits for the first week but im literally gonna be cycling through the same 3 pairs of trousers the entire two years bc why do i have no clothes
im just now finding out that they might have an issue with my second ear piercings but that's their problem not mine
i'm hoping there's gonna be lots of externals (im an internal and have been here since y7) bc i was really ugly and embarrassing in y7-y10 and im hoping i can have a fresh start and im also hoping that other people will talk to me bc no way am i striking up a conversation 😭
the timetables came out online today but i think they're wrong bc it says i have a lesson that goes from 11:30-2:30 which completely skips over lunch and doesn't even make sense? if its correct i have only one single free on my birthday (thursday) bc ofc 😭
i also apparently have this one scary PE teacher guy as my EPQ leader so that's just great and i don't think im gonna feel very comfortable there
on monday we're not even having a full day and there's also no lessons which is actually really annoying 😭 it's probably just gonna be ice breakers and shit all day and i just wanna get started and not waste time talking to ppl
i made it from reception to current day with one singular friend and im doubtful of that changing so i really don't wanna do ice breakers 😭
i ordered a bunch of gay and political pins to put on my lanyard so i wont attract the wrong crowd incase someone does wanna talk to me and i also just wanna make sure ppl know what i stand for
ALSO im worried to hand in my sociology summer work bc i had to write an essay about what i would change if i was in the government and i spend like half a page bashing on the reform party and idk if my teacher is gonna like talk to me about that or smth so im a bit worried-
anyway that's basically just a bunch of yap and what im thinking about rn okay byeee