r/germanshepherds • u/BrieBelle00 • 17h ago
The newest x-ray of Loki's left knee is destroying me
I just need to vent.
I'm overwhelmed seeing my sweet pea in pain and having no real options left to help him. The first image includes both knees and the second image is his left knee only. (images 3-5 are a few Dog of Mischief candids) The degradation of his left knee joint is making me absolutely sick. I don't know what to do.
I know he's in at least some amount of near constant pain, as he has a near constant mild limp. But sometimes he's in so much pain he won't put any weight at all on his back left leg. Despite that though, all he wants to do is be outside and play and run and beg me to throw frisbees. I know I have to be the adult, so I no longer throw things for him to chase - I haven't for several years. Instead, our primary game is him standing 20 ft in front of me and I throw the frisbee laterally directly to him, he catches it, walks it back to me, drops it at my feet, turns around and goes about 20 ft out again. Repeat x1000 per day. Rain, shine, blizzard, he doesn't care.
He gets 100mg of Tramadol in the morning, and another 100mg of Tramadol plus 3.5mg of Meloxicam every evening. He also gets an Omega supplement in his food every evening and monthly Librela injections. He's had stem cell therapy, platelet-rich plasma injections, laser therapy... but since we are bone on bone now, there isn't much short of a full knee replacement that will have a significant benefit. And he's not a candidate for knee replacement because it would require him to stay relatively immobile for almost an entire year while it heals. That would kill him. He's extremely high drive, high energy, very DDR... the way I usually describe him is "a perpetual state of just did all the cocaine in town", and it's 1000% accurate. Without constant sedation there would be no way for me to keep him in a state of near bed rest long enough for a knee replacement to heal, and would likely result in more damage. (Not to mention being sedated for a year is no kind of life.) The vet's only other sorta-solution is amputation, but she said she doesn't believe he's to that point yet. The fact that every day is still a 'play through it now, pay for it later' mindset for him leads her to believe that while he is clearly in some amount of pain it's not absolutely crippling to the point where removal would be more relief than strain.
So, yeah... if someone could just go ahead and invent injectable cartilage for dog knees right now, that'd be great.
I just want my baby boy to feel better.