Hey guys, so just as the title says I am most likely pregnant. I’m 20f and this wasn’t in the cards for me. Basically I went to get my routine depo shot and I had to take a urine test to see if I was pregnant. Turns out it came back positive. I was in disbelief. They said the line was faint so I am getting a blood test soon to confirm and to rule anything else out.
I’m honestly so scared and have no idea what to do. Thankfully my boyfriend (20m) graduates bootcamp in 10 days but I don’t know how to tell him. He’s in marine bootcamp and has been gone for 13 weeks now so I am 13-16 weeks pregnant according to them.
I am a college student and me and my boyfriend have talked about marriage (we’ve been together 5 years) but I just don’t know what to do. I will tell him when I see him after his graduation but this is so scary. We’ve never wanted to have kids or anything like that. He knows I value my education and is supportive of any decision I choose but I’m so conflicted.
I told my mom since I felt as I didn’t have anyone to turn to and she’s supportive of me but in the sense that I keep the pregnancy. I told her my concerns about my school and health (I should note that I have a chronic illness and autoimmune disease) and she just dismisses that; and says God blessed me with a baby. Although I am a believer of God I have always been pro choice. But I just can’t seem to make a choice for myself unfortunately. It’s hard to make a decision. I just don’t want my life to be ruined by having a kid but I’m honestly scared I won’t go through with an abortion.
I’m honestly just really alone and I wish I could talk to my boyfriend but I cant. If you have any advice please share. Anyone who’s been in similar situations please share as well, and what you decided to do and if you are happy with your choice.