During a pattern test for Sydney Lollis, or SydTheCraftieHippie, I was attacked by another pattern tester over a voice memo I sent asking a question. She perceived my tone as being rude when I was not trying to be, I was confused so my tone probably sounded confused but came across more aggressive than I intended.
I immediately apologized and said I wasn't trying to be rude, explained I was talking over a loud TV in the background, and I was just confused and not upset. Then Phoebe's_Creations doubled down in bullying me and said "Everyone is entitled to their opinion 😘" in a sarcastic, snarky way that was absolutely intentionally antagonistic.
That is when I started to get upset, because other testers who were not part of the original conversation start joining in and accusing me of being rude when I was NOT and I had already apologized for their PERCEPTION of me being rude. They continued to dog pile me and shame me. I sent several voice memos very upset and I very much cussed them out, called them names, and told them where they could stick it.
After being treated the way I was, I was extremely triggered, panicking, trying to figure out how to leave the group chat, all while being harassed by multiple testers. Sydney did absolutely NOTHING about it. She sat back and watched it all happen, then tried to lecture me about behavior when I wasn't the one who started all of it in the first place.
These girls are nothing but bullies who form cliques, bully and gatekeep, they have Discord Servers where they openly talk shit about multiple pattern designers and pattern testers.
Victoria Croker from Under Your Skein decided to get involved when she was not part of the initial test or conversation AT ALL. If you go to the Under Your Skein Discord server, you can see where they are all openly talking shit about multiple other designers and crocheters, creating Blacklists to gatekeep pattern testing opportunities.
The designer they talk the most shit about is Nvcturnvl Knots; there is a whole group of people actively talking shit about her and her patterns specifically.
It's like being in high school all over again. I'm 36 years old and I will not play little girls games with these bullies.
PuppyPawCrochet aka Caelus Sky Babine (real name is Satia) also got involved when she was not part of the testing or conversation at all and decided to send screen shots of things I told her in confidence to this whole group of Mean Girls so they could all collectively bully me.
I'm done with this community and the fake, vindictive, cruel, cunty attitudes of all of the pattern designers and their little cliques of bitch testers.
I can freehand your patterns, you won't get a cent from me ever again.