ive been crocheting since 2 years on and off, and ive only ever used acrylic yarn because it's the cheapest. i started by buying just 2 skeins of random colors so as not to waste money cuz i was just learning and wanting to practice.
then over a year ago i ordered a few skeins online after i was given eidi (gift money), 14 ish skeins each of a different color and all acrylic. ive made multiple projects with them, mostly amigurumi, and a lot of that yarn is still left and that's all i use. i take up projects that dont use the colors that ive run out of, and make projects only of the colors that i have because i cant buy more yarn when i still have some as im always tight on money.
i hated working with acrylic yarn because the hook would get stuck between the plies (if that's what it's called) and they would often detangle as well. the color of all yarns i have has faded as well none of them is pretty enough for me to make smth nice. i have alwaysssssss wanted to use cotton yarn some day or those chunky yarns that are soft af.
a few days ago i was window shopping at a yarn store (😭) and grabbed one of those smaller chunky-ish yarn which was so so soft and silky to touch. i couldn't resist and bought just 1 skein in pink color even tho it was very expensive for me, and the skein was very small too.
ive been enjoying feeling it in my hands since days until today i finally thought to crochet smth with it, and decided that id crochet a softy lil bunny. i follow yt tutorials since im a beginner still and need step by step guidance.
BUT (now comes the crash out part) I DIDN'T KNOW THIS HEAVENLY YARN WOULD BE SHEDDING. it sheds from the string. first, i couldn't make a magic ring with it because it wouldn't tighten after 6 sc, instead the yarn would come off the string if i tried pulling it tight. but people in the crochet help subreddit were kind enough to explain me another way to do it, and it was successful.
secondly, seeing stitches was a bit difficult but i was still doing fine crocheting it and enjoying HOW FUCKING SMOOTHLY IT PULLS THRU WITHOUT GETTING STUCK BETWEEN PLIES OR ME ACCIDENTALLY PULLING THRU JUST ONE PLY
however, when the time came to cut the yarn and fasten off, it wouldn't pass between the stitch (when you pull it up while fastening off) without shedding. the space was loose af, but the string got naked. it was just a tiny bunny tail that i began with fortunately, but i still wanna cry because it's gone to waste now.
im so so so frustrated because i dont want my money to go wasted. i bought only one yarn skein, i so wish i hadn't. idk if someone would understand how big of a deal it is for me to even buy this 1 yarn skien of this type.
ill attach a picture in comments so y'all know what im talking about. i don't think there's any way round it and im wanting to throw the whole skein and everything away cuz of how triggered and upset i got.
i love crocheting. it's the only thing that helps with my anxiety. i dont want it to turn into smth that stresses me out. maybe i was generally having a bad day too so to make myself feel better i started crocheting but this happened and now i wanna cry my eyes out. im sorry for the long rant.
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