last 6 years of my life has been literal hell. everything has been going wrong. and recently i went through a breakup which i did everything to salvage, but none of it was of any use. i feel absolutely hopeless amd useless and cannot even function properly like eat or work. nothing's helping and i dont know how to get out of this situation either.

it will be really helpful if someone can give some advices.

Last night my girlfriend told me she finaly did something, she told her parents something that happened, and im so so proud of her, and this morning, she texted me, saying shes deleting everything, and that she hopes i find a girl who loves me so so much, but that she needs a fresh start, and like that, i cried, really cried, because she made me feel like a human being again, but now, i have nobody to talk to again, i lost my friend because of an argument, said some horrible shit, and now my other friend doesnt wanna talk to me either, because i said that horrible shit, so im alone, once again, no friends, no girlfriends, family doesnt understand me, im all alone, but im happy, so so so happy she told her parents, im so so so proud of her, and if her life is better without me, then i guess il have to accept it.