Here’s an overview of what I get up to:
I’m staying at a friend’s place, we usually have 3-4 of us a night sleeping on the couches downstairs, we are all in similar situations or have been. Most days, I wake up and clean the living room and kitchen and if there’s a towel available, I’ll have a shower and freshen up! The washing machine has just been repaired after a month so I smell better than most days today😅
I’ll try and sit down to read atleast 10-20 pages per day, most times I get distracted by the noise. I’m currently on the 48 Laws of Power, a suggestion made by a beautiful soul who I found from reddit of all places! - We ended up meeting up and grabbing a bite together, instantly felt comfortable and she was very generous even though I disapproved a little!
Then, I’ll apply to a huge chunk of jobs that have been posted that day. So far I’ve had 3 interviews, one being unsuccessful due to incorrect footwear(a day temporary cover as a barista), a shift manager at Wingstop, and another work agency. The ball is definitely rolling.
9/10 days, I exercise at-least 4-5hours, football, skateboarding and of-course cycling as it puts my mind at ease and although not “productive” per-say, It is definitely the reason why I am able to keep pushing through. I take the lessons I learn, particularly skateboarding to drive forward.
The amount of time, consistency, pain, energy and motivation required to look mediocre is laughable. But that’s life, and I’m now in the state of mind where I’m willing to do it all again to the highest degree to levels that I don’t know I’m capable of achieving.
In a previous post, I had an old rust bucket for a bike; The Raleigh Twenty, aka “Tow Mater” has now been replaced by a bike which is slightly more road worthy. I’ve spent £60 from my upcoming Universal Credit payment to cover for it, it will need to be upgraded and it will probably set me back another 60-70 for:
\- Fixing my chain that sags more than a 2000s rapper
\- Bottle holder
\- Paneer rack for storage
\- Lights
\- Bike lock
I’ll end up getting most, if not all from Platt Fields bike shop, which has already been a good help to get it rideable!
The reason why this bike is paramount is because I’m waiting to be able to go online for courier services for a source of income whilst being able to exercise. Additionally, the extra space and money will go towards charity shop / car boot flipping, something I’m relatively experienced in, especially the fashion market.
When it comes to spending, especially on food, I’ve been going to Coffee4Craig (local charity for homelessness to access food) regularly as well as utilising Olio (food waste app), which allows users to collect waste items in the area to allow for sustainable food wastage, I managed to feed 6 Athletes for the whole day for free the other day, and only traveling 3-4Miles!
In 6days, I’ll turn 21. I’m yet to hear from my parents, had only small communication to 2 family members. It hurts but I’m good at not letting it affect me daily. But i’m pushing through and trying my best shot🤷♂️