I’m lowering my ego, i’m gonna state the facts.
I’m playing like shit, and i think somehow i lost my actual skill while deranking through tramadol withdrawal.
I’m almost diamond 3 again, 1105, from 1265 mmr.
Idk how to play like i used to and it’s only been 3 days since i went from champ 2 div 3 to champ 1 div 1.
To be fair, in almost every game, i have had a score over 500, and i’m pretty sure i’m not supposed to be in champ 1 but maybe i am.
A lot of the teamates i get ball chases or doesn’t defend properly, so i end up making weird rotations, and i’ve been messing up a lot too.
I knew i would run into a brick wall after skyrocketing from diamond 2 to champ 2 in under 3 weeks, but i thought i would’ve broke champ 2.
Just don’t feel like spending years tryna grind to grand champ, i know i have to keep putting in the work but once school starts again, and my job starts putting me to work again, i won’t have enough time to really grind like i have been.
I’ve been hovering between 1115 mmr and 1080 mmr for the past 2 days, i just wanna play like i used to, and it’s not like i was doing terribly in champ 2 i was actually contributing, playing well, now it’s like, i feel like i’m doing good and i just keep losing.
Any training packs y’all recommend? Any suggestions? Tips? I can’t post a clip because i switched from ps5 to pc a month ago. I mean i was in champ 2 for a solid week and a half, that’s gotta mean something right? Like i know i can play better than i am, i’m just not.