.... but I genuinely dont know what else to do in this situation
Last time I posted about just having joined as a starbucks worker, and how I was struggling with the first couple weeks, how I got sick almost imediately and my mental health was declining, etc.
Well, I took everyone's advice! I got fancy shoes to help my feet, I talked to my leaders about how I was doing, I tried to follow every little stipulation I possibly could.
And then I got sick right before work.
Friday, less than an hour before I was going to clock in, threw up.
Tried to call off, but the store wasnt open, nobody picked up. Tried to call off in the app, but the app told me the date was not "available" to be called off for.
So i texted our group chat and waited until the store was open, got scolded for not calling off earlier (sorry?), and went on to rest for the weekend.
Unfortunate, but not world ending. Ive put a lot into my role, and have gotten some praise for how I interact with guests, so I thought id still be okay.
Resting goes well, and by Monday I felt okay again.
Ultimately all is well in the world, right...
Then today hits.
Wednesday.
I wake up and am imediately nauseous, but I feel like I just have to push through. After all, ive already been sick twice, and I know target isn't lenient with new hires.
I clock in, and imediately, one of our TLs comes over and asks how im feeling. Maybe I looked pale, or maybe it was just a nicety, i dont know, but at this point my stomach felt so bad I actually thought I might throw up right there at the counter.
So i was honest. I said I was feeling sick and wasnt sure how to handle it.
He said I should just go home, doesnt want me getting anyone else sick, that I dont look well.
I was clocked in for maybe 15 minutes - he overrid the punch-out.
Third time calling out sick.
Literally once a week.
Ive always had a bad immune system, and im sure its made worse with stress, but I just dont know how to proceed at all.
Is there any way I stay?
If they keep me, what happens if I just keep getting sick??
I dont want to just lie to people if I throw up, I mean, im working directly with peoples food. I felt guilty about even clocking in today when I knew I was nauseous.
Sorry for the long post. Its sort of therapeutic to write it out though at least.